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And pop ! Just like that

we’re sailing on air

through rolling hills barren of trees

the cattle sit still

they seem unaffected by Trump or Sanders or Clinton

or Wolf Blitzer or any talking hairdo.

 

Browning Montana a pile of tires a million strong

giant heaps of all types of household appliances

The washing machines of yesterday

washing away the grit and grime, the result of working

hot days in the Montana sun.

 

Have been writing one continuous set of prose since we left

King Street Station

I’m so relaxed now

looking out the window

watching Montana roll by

My only regret is I didn’t do this sooner

see you soon steel rails of

The California Zephyr

The Southwest Chief

The Sunset Limited

see you soon City of New Orleans

sitting sipping tea, gently swaying back and forth,

the silos empty waiting for their bellies to be filled.

 

Meeting people from all over the world

they come here to see this country

the one I’ve hardly ever seen

at Havre Montana all relaxed

I’m all sleepy, like gently rocking a baby.

 

The rails in lines uninterrupted

the wheels roll like magnets on magnets

creating a cushion of air we use

to sail across America.

 

On the steppes of our great nation

I saw the heartland for the first time

from the window moving by

we accelerate, lurching forward

bouncing along on our journey

my mind is clear of rubbish.

 

Montana you are long like California

thank you for demonstrating to me a land

without oceans and big cities

it’s just you, big and dry and hot

Big Sky country I wish you wouldn’t fade away.

 

The wheels purr below the window car

unusual vistas in every direction

almost seems like a crayon drawing

an imaginary scene created by a creative mind

yet it is real, it is vivid

it is not a dream

though it seems like one.

 

Is it okay if we slither along like this forever?

Can we bop along in perpetuity?

Can we never return to the state of immobility?

Can we ride this iron highway endlessly?

We are motoring at 73 miles per hour

not a freeway or a car in sight

this prairie parkway was created by visionaries

over a century ago

hypnotized by the whisper of the Titan car

sashaying it’s way across American landscape.

 

I’m sitting here trying to be neurotic

I’m trying to worry about the future

I’m trying to regret the past

I’m trying to worry about the schedule

I’m trying to worry about my connection in Chicago.

We sit still on a siding in the middle of no where

waiting to yield to the oncoming Empire Builder

me, unconstrained with my time

 

Irrigation is the key to agriculture

irrigation turns wasteland into

Amber waves of grain

and purple mountain majesty

and potatoes and onions and everything else

America we don’t need to become great again

we are already great.

 

They took his humanity and he let them

they reinvented him turned him into a science project

to taunt and tease and slowly torture

they turned me into something that I am not

they lied about and me and I’m not happy

about it.

 

 

The oil rigs shine in the distance

ConocoPhillips, Royal Dutch,

it seems odd to see them out here

drilling in the rolling fields of wheat.

The Baaken field is bigger than Saudi Arabia

as long as we’re addicted to the

internal combustion engine

those guys have to do their job,

period.

Who is the current dictator of North Dakota?

 

I promised you all a story about growing up in Bellevue

It’s hard to think about that place

When I’m sitting here in my little Volkswagen van

Strapped onto the the space shuttle

Flying down the tracks

Destined for Memphis Tennessee

 

Train travel decompresses

It reduces your fixations

Sitting in Williston you can’t do anything

About this or that

Takes away your ability to freak out

It’s like being in Mexico and trying to force yourself

To have anxiety about what time to go to the beach

 

Montana rocks

North Dakota rolls

But North Dakota has rocks too

 

The enormous chariot is persistent,  it pushes forward

Through the night with dogged determination

It never stops trying to reach its destination

The engine always leads by example

 

From the quiet comfort of my little car

I type these verses

It’s a luxury hobo hitchhikers guide to the Galaxy

Kerouac rode to L.A. In an open gondola car

Some cheese slices and an old bum by his side

They nearly froze to death as they were ill prepared

For the all night ride huddled together outside

Bombing down the coast from Frisco

This is hardly a hobo’s life at all

I’m a beyond middle age Bellevue Beatnick

Riding air conditioned across the top of the country

Looking out the comfortable boxcar window

A cavalcade of stars showers the Minnesota night

 

These words are written to be read out loud

Picture an old poet with a microphone

Swooning the audience, emphasizing certain words

He reads with passion, he writes with passion

He can hear the words jump off the page

It’s like jazz, it’s like music, it’s like a holy convention

Of thoughts and feelings and a saxophone symphony

Of the mind and spirit and soul

A sum total of totality typed on this little screen

It’s me baring my bare naked soul to those

Who want to listen to the Jazz that resides

Deep inside me

 

Enough about me

How about that Galaxy ?

Are we all connected to the divine flame or what?

This locomotive is divine

As it hovers above the track

Thousands and thousands of tons

Flying weightless in to Minnesota

 

America I have watched you fly by

My window for two days now

I’ve seen your fields and farms and cities

Red Wing, Minnesota the barges on the Mississippi

Loading grain from the silos

Old Glory flying proud on a tug

I’m hopeful for you America

As I am hopeful for myself

 

This train is determined to make it

To Chicago, Illinois

It serves many points along the way

These stops are part of its duty

It does not treat theses duties as distractions

It’s part of the job

Yet it’s purpose remains unchanged

It does not change course on a whim

It plows on through the night

Pulling its cars full of characters

The long haulers, the sleepers, the dreary

And weary eyed

The foreign travelers seeing America for the first time

The retirees hanging out and poking along

The confused, like me, trying to make sense

Out of things that seem senseless

This train is the one constant

It keeps moving, staying on its purpose

The Empire Builder stays on these tracks

Steadfast in its determination to arrive

In Chicago, Illinois

 

Sitting in observation, observing

Noticing what I notice

I’m in awe of the Mississippi River

At its widest unobstructed point it looks like a lake

Wide and open and flowing

And building momentum

It is with locomotive determination

The river flows to the Gulf of Mexico

 

Out the window I see farm land and marshy forests

And the Mississippi River

And I see Wisconsin on the other side

each day when you wake up on this train

You awaken to a new journey

A reinvention of the soul and spirit

I have experienced healing

Though the lump still rises in my throat

When I think about it

I am as determined as this train to keep going

To build things along the way

An Empire of the soul and spirit

Out of this miracle we call life

 

Two thousand two hundred and two miles

The Empire Builder has not failed

It has not wavered or even hinted at giving up

It has never said maybe to me, not once

It has never dangled a prize in front of me

And withdrawn it

The train is focused on one thing

If I can take this away as my lesson

I’ll be miles and miles ahead